2011, All wishes came true - opposite way.

I never really blog about my trip to Japan 2011. It was a stunt, I went oversea alone, to a land using a language that I don't really understand, and a place I've never been. I wish to blog about my wishes made at Ueno Park Shrine. Where strange things happened.

1. I wish for my parents to be happy and healthy. Outcome? My dad's hernia operation wasn't successful for the first 2 times admitted to hospital. I ended up out of patience, government hospital keeps on postponing his surgery. It wasn't a wish come true, after all, it is my hard time. He had been done CABG in the pass, any other surgery for him, will be considered as high risk. 

2. A wish for my brother's success in his career. It wasn't good at all. After I came back from Japan, he told me that his project was canceled. Then, in the same year, he change employer. Still a bad wish.

3. Friends and relatives to be happy, it happened that my best friend also had told me that her career wasn't work well. She changed her employer too. Going downwards for some months, she changed employer again. It wasn't going well.

4. This one, is a serious one. I had wished for good weather. I think the most obvious thing happened is, the 311 earthquake, right after I came back to KL on 10 March 2011. 

5. Wishing for a better Malaysia. 2011 wasn't good at all. With the police brutality during the yellow event, seems like our future will be hopeless.

This is the only thing I wish for myself. This thing is actually bright pink in color. Yes, it is for fate and love. Of course 2011 until now, I'm still alone. Thus, nothing really happens. Somehow, I put it in my car and tell people that it is for traffic safety. 

Some of my friends really gives lots of meaningful insights to me. For instance, I do pray for something sometimes, but not everything is under our own control. For example, I wish to have a new hand mixer, it can be bought using money, so I can work for it, to earn money and buy it for myself. However, for things like world peace, natural disasters, luck and fortune, it is something not under our own control, where we unable to ask for it. I can't expect all people to have same level of conscience to have world peace. I can't tell the earth not to do have earthquake tsunami cyclone or whatever. I can tell Mr. Lim to let me win the casino game. After all, love and fate, is something not under my own control.

I think this person is nice, it doesn't mean that this person thinks that I'm nice. Love takes both side to have that common feeling of wanted and belonged.  

What will be my wishes this 2012? Nothing... I wish for nothing. I think, that's the best for everything. :)